For a delusional weirdo like me, keeping the mood and energy in tact is something I have to steadily keep up. I believe both hidden and evident depression is contagious. Though there are really ineludible phases that cannot be avoided. The tumult and chaos within us that we keep on sweeping underneath the rugs needs come out eventually. And trust me, when it does.. You'd be inhaling the purest and the most appeasing breath you have taken in a long time.
Hi! Was I convincing?!? Looool :) See. I can be optimistic if I want to- if I choose to. That's why I'm trying out this new theory of mine I call.. Step 1: Thinking leads to Acting. Being this shamefully sad, doesn't necessarily mean I can't act happy, can I? I am not doing this to deceive anyone. Not even pretend to be someone I'm not. I just got tired. Sick and disgusted to the person I almost had become. I barely recognized myself. Now. Enough icky stuff! Let us all start thinking happy and jaunty thoughts! Let's start there, and hopefully, these hooking smiles pay off :)
HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY!!!! - Stimpy (Ren and Stimpy)
3 comments:
I don't think you're happy enough. That's right, I'll teach you to be happy!
To be really happy all the time is not only impossible but unrealistic,but you can make a conscious effort to be happy all the time.
Honestly, it's really good to see you making a lively entry like this. Now I could clearly see (or rather feel) that you're 70% happy right now (well I really hope that you are). Keep it up!
-somerandomdude
Hey, that's better than getting a negative or completely zero. Tell you what.. it took me 2 years to recover, got eaten up or rather consumed and lost trying to find that missing piece inside me. Glad you're on the right track. Welcome to brighter days. (=
-somerandomdude
Awwww.. Thank you somerandomdude. You may not know it, but, it really is nice hearing positive things (particularly from eavesdropping strangers). Lol. Just kidding. But it's true. It helps- you do. And I am truly grateful. Thank you :)
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