Monday, June 13, 2011

Daymare

A single night's worth dream is powerful. It is more than competent of controlling a certain part of you. Either how you would typically start when dawn begins to crack, how you withstand the remaining fraction of your day, or how you'll wrap up everything else 'til the sun sets. It can administer a significant fragment of your being without you even noticing it. When your consciousness hits you, the first words that would be coming out of your mouth are, "What the hell was I thinking?!?". Yep. You'd be the last one to be surprised by the results of all the impulsive decisions you've made. Both the rewarding good and the unforgivable bad. There's just comes a time in our awfully fickle lives when the only thing predictable is that things were always were, are, and will forever be UNpredictable.

I have been dreaming the same exact dream for the last couple of days. (Considering the times of seeing him even when awake) Now these, shall I say, symbolic trances must only mean two things. First, whatever sign it is the Big Guy's trying to tell me, oh god-forbid, I do not know how much more of it I could take. Believe me, I'd be happier seeing Freddy Krueger next to my bed. (On second thought, Hell nooooooooooooo. I am kidding) But still, it really is beyond painful.. And the final and only option.... It's either I have completely and utterly lost my fucking mind!!!!!

What do dreams mean? And FYI, Daymares exist!!!!!

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

Some dreams serve no real purpose, while others believe that dreaming is essential to mental, emotional and physical well-being. A possible function of a dream to be weaving new material into memory system in a way that both reduces emotional arousal and is adaptive in helping us cope with trauma or stressful events.

In psychoanalytic perspective, dreams were a representation of unconscious desires, thoughts and motivations. People are driven by aggressive and sexual instincts that are repressed from consciously awareness. While these thoughts are not consciously expressed, they find their way into our awareness via dreams.

You see, maybe because you can't stop thinking about him or suppressing it too much, letting him materialize inside your dream.

-somerandomdude

Unknown said...

Now that just sucks -.- There's really no escaping any of these bullshits, is there? Greaaaaaaaat! But you know what somerandomdude.. Surprisingly... I actually am feeling a bit better..

Anonymous said...

Great to hear it from you. Face it head on rose, if things go bad and you really can't handle it well, let those tears flow. Keep it up and it will be over soon. (=

-somerandomdude

Anonymous said...

Sorry for barging in, but for me, nightmares/daymares are the representations of things that you always think of and wish that it won't happen. Well, most of 'em. :)

That's my 24 cents. Cheers!

whatshisface

Unknown said...

I will somerandomdude. Thank you. Trying to get there one step at a time.